February 2012
17 posts
“so sad right now. tears streaming this night. why do people forget me?”
– this is just the usual. why am I always alone on weekend nights?
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are you looking for me?
her dreams told her
that she would find him
and so she looked
and hoped
but most of all
she wondered
if he was looking for her
“run to me, at any hour, when you are down and broken. and i promise i will lift...”
i know i should not dream
of things that don’t matter
i should focus on the tangible
my goals and how to achieve them
but it so tempting to always
muse about love
even though i know that
love is a waste of time
6 tags
in the place
in this place where i was standing
there were two paths
which was the right one
which was the better one
which was the one
that lead me to you
i was confused
and alone
i was alone
and i prayed
I prayed
God will you give me a way
will you show me the way
i though i was waiting
on the world
to show me the way
i was really waiting
on myself
i just had to see my...
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“Everybody dies
but not everybody lives”
– Drake’s verse Nicki Minaj ft Drake: Moment 4 Life
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only so much
there is only so much you can do
only so much you can dream
before it all becomes too much
and your hope shatters
and the sadness is unrestrained
and the dam breaks, the downpour starts
oh i only want so little
indeed, the thing that I most dream of
is to be loved
i only want that
6 tags
craving some salty food
studying art history
and being distracted
have made some bad decisions lately
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“The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head”
– on my own
les miserables
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“I love him
But only on my own”
– on my own
les miserables
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on my own - les miserables
And now I’m all alone again nowhere to turn, no one to go to without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to And now the night is near Now I can make believe he’s here Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping I think of him and then I’m happy With the company I’m keeping The city goes to bed And I can live inside my head On my own...
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no one cares
no one remembers me
they forget plans
they forget conversations
their eyes slide past me
and they don’t see me
and they look over my head
and they don’t care
they don’t care
if I am there
if I am anything at all
if I exist
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“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are...”
– Marianne Williamson
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that awkward moment when you actually go on facebook chat for once and no one else is on b/c they all have things to do on a saturday night…
(later i did SOME stuff)
January 2012
53 posts
She was hungry
and love was the only thing that could fill her
his love was the only thing that could sate her
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“they were empty”
7 tags
his words disappeared
like the smoke of his cigarettes
her words fell in your hands
and dripped through the cracks
9 tags
love me or leave me
love me
or leave me
don’t give me false hope
don’t let me dream
give to me straight
no chasers needed here
do you care for me
or are you just using me
8 tags
i don’t feel so good
listening to hamesha tumko chaha and crying
i just feel like people don’t appreciate me
they use me (for cigs?)
“A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human creature is constituted to be...”
– Charles Dickens, A Tale of Two Cities (via bookmania)
ॐ असतोमा सद्गमय । तमसोमा ज्योतिर् गमय । मृत्योर्मामृतं गमय ॥ ॐ शान्ति शान्ति शान्तिः ।। Oṁ asato mā śad gamaya Tamaso mā jyotir gamaya mṛtyor mā amṛtaṁ gamaya Oṁ śānti śānti śāntiḥ From ignorance, lead me to truth; From darkness, lead me to light; From death, lead me to immortality Om peace, peace, peace
10 tags
till the end
i will love you till the end
when the world is whirling around us
when the oceans are crashing around us
when the earth is shaking below us
when the skies are falling
i will stand in front of you, close
and hold your hand in both of mine
and look up at you
and gaze into your eyes
and love you
till the end
19 tags
Wondrous and Grand
Life is wondrous and grand. I, and you, need to remember that. We need to smile at others and also our own reflections in the mirror. We need to believe and dream and look for beauty. Life is so so so precious and it is so so so easy to forget that, to want to throw it away. Don’t throw it away, for you are holding light in your breath and hope in your heartbeat.
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That awkward moment when your "friends" don't...
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thoughts from today
last night I FINALLY got my period again…I was worried since the last time was OCT 3-4!! so now i have it but lets be real, it is such a hassle. I have cramps like a motherfucker; won’t go away even with Midol.
went to MT Market today; had lunch at the Korean Grill in the complex there. I had the Pork Bualogi (spelling?). My mom didn’t like the food at all!!!
white people in...
beautiful-emaciation:
s l i p p i n g
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“You can’t have a rainbow without a little rain.”
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i didn’t take my bc on monday,
not because i forgot
but because i was taking the very very tiny pill out of the package
and it fell
into the black hole that is my mom’s purse
so fail
but i didn’t want to eat the next days obviously
LOL my life
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anxiety
i am gasping
grasping desperately for air
my chest is so full
and i need to empty it
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“Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer
pg 113, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (2005)
THIS QUOTE IS SO MY LIFE; GAVE ME CHILLS.
